greetings my love!

i have no mood to blog today. all because _____ ruined my day.

to bf, jillian, nurul and whoever:

THANKS A MILLION!

i will heed each and every one of your advice. (:

i'm all alone at home now. sisters left just a while ago to buy food for later.

most probably having maggie for buka later. i'm craving for Auntie Anne's pretzel.

and also double chocolate frappe. i'm kinda enjoying fasting actually.

i love losing weight but i hate the fact that my school skirt is so loose now. -.-

teachers' day tomorrow. i don't have any presents for any of my teachers.

k, i kinda feel bad about that. but i just wanna make this shoutout to my dearest art teacher,

i'm dedicating the dance item tomorrow to all my dearest teachers who have taught me.

heehee! not really excited for tomorrow. i'm still wondering what i can do to my cargo pants.

it fits me "too perfectly'. ok no. it's so freaking big. i was thinking of

altering it. but its obviously too late. k forget it.

my stomach's saying "feed me, feed me!"

k ya i'm hungry. a few minutes more till buka-ing.

pictures i owe.

i sad sad la yesterday.

a date i should totally note down.

lets just say it was a really rough day.

i was having a melt down. everything was going wrong.

am i the reason that led to this?

like i feel so lousy, knowing that i'm not good enough.

unsatisfying looks and whatnot. all these things are really bringing me down.

ALL THE TIME!

to _____ :

the least you could do was to tell me. i don't know what the hell you regard me as.

and whatever it is, i don't give a shit anymore.

i should have known this was coming. you are a total waste of time.

i don't know what you are or what your game is..

but you've caused me a great deal of inconvenience.

how could i ever be so silly? yes, you are evil.

if i am a nincompoop, so are you.

fucker.

goodbye, don't come again.

literature was ok. except i wrote a whole lot of rubbish at the unseen movie part.

whatever! now i'm stressing about science. cause i can't understand a lot of things.

only god knows how much i hate physics. uhh.

so many things to cover within 6 hours! isn't it just obvious i'm gonna die?

yes, yes and yes.

got to get my brain working now.

bye bye sunshine!

oh! bf and i got same marks for 3 tests! woohoo!

greetings fellow humans.

i'm here to announce that i'm totally screwed for my history paper.

it was such a killer, especially the consequence part.

i can say geog was easy. but i can't guarantee getting full marks for it.

it's only the fourth day of fasting. sad to say that there's still a long way more to go.

MUST PERSEVERE!

mustn't let food tempt me to break my fast.

literature tomorrow. got to go study for it now.

goodbye my loves!

i owe this much.

random order,

enjoy!

daily fresh.


yes, i like it messy.

no food & drinks allowed till it's time to break fast.

so many things went wrong today. i don't wanna talk about it.

anyways, fasting starts tomorrow. common test next week. teachers day the week after.

whoa, so many things coming up. i want common test to end quickly!

sucks to the max la. i'm not in the mood to study. and when i force myself to study,

i end up not getting anything in my head. so whats the use right? tskk.

and yes, my wallet is still missing in action.

i lost more than 20 bucks. bloody hell. -.-

now i have to make up for all that i've lost. i have to be thrifty now.

must resist temptations. i can't just spend blindly like i used to.

neoprints i took with beylo all gone. walaoeh! D:

and worst of all my EZLINK CARD. the person who took my wallet must be laughing

at my ezlink card right now. wtf.

this has got to be one of the worst days of my life.

i lost my wallet .

like my wallet is part of my life man.

losing my wallet = lost money + lost ezlink card

i'm so very sure that i can't sleep today at night.

i can't help but to think where the hell my wallet is now.

will i get it back? i seriously don't know.

i'm just praying that i will.

):

hey people. i'm so tired right now and i really mean it.

i slept during english period, again! tsk, i can't help it la.

i can't keep my eyes open for like even 2 minutes?

i was happily sleeping and adi woke me up. how dare you! ):

oh, and SPA test was okay. i was laughing to myself throughout the whole thing.

yes, i'm totally insane. hhaa. i was connecting the wires like anyhow and the bulb lit up. yay?

rehearsal for teachers day was bad. shah wasn't impressed.

i wonder why we always do better in the music room than on stage. is it the audience? maybe.

i'm still thinking about the actual day of teachers day. it's gonna be the fasting period.

seriously need to build up my stamina. i was already dying at the end of the dance.

and it's only like 1, 2 ,3.. 4 minutes only!

anyhoo, common test is next week, so i'm forcing myself to study. i've got no choice!

i have to stop fooling around. I REALLY HAVE TO!

pictures i owe from the past few days.

everything's not in order. (:

enjoy!

IPW.


DANCE.

lights on the street corners. darkness and pink fingernails. sunsets and chasing the sun over the edges of the city. driving over potholes caused by explosions. chocolate pancakes at midnight, ham and cheese in the mornings. coffee and beers make in betweens. the sky is bluer than the the tears in my heart. and tomorrow is always open. electricity goes off and on when ever it wants to. rumor has it, it's because of the restaurant in front of the house. you're the official sandwich maker and i, the dish washer. laundry however, is a shared job. i am intoxicated by the charms of domesticity.

balloons means parties. in the car, in conversations, on the beach, by the marina. people have conversations with each other beyond windshields, sunglasses and exaggerated hand gestures. a hello is three kisses, not two. hello hello and welcome. this is the life i've lived for the past three weeks. and when it comes down to it, i'm on borrowed time. already the early hours of the morning are greeted with tears seeping into your clean sheets. but this time is mine. and yours. it is what we made; love.

it is my heart, my life. or like you say it, before you kiss today away and turn off the lights.

edit:

eyebags are back.

i'll be one of the pandas soon enough.