Sunday, May 31, 2009

:i'm four-teen!!!


today,
i officially turned 14!
whoaaa.
very old already.
can become grandmother.
this shall be a short post
cause i'm going out later.
thanks to all babes & dudes,
for the wishes & presents.
i loved them all!
okayy!
shall edit this after i return home.
will be putting up photos too!
bye!

thanks again!


jiaying, nvr fails to write down this word.

yes, beylo.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 2:19 PM


Friday, May 29, 2009

:all about the last day of school.

finally Friday.
wouldn't exactly call it last day of school though.
cause i have school during the
holidays anyway.
okayy.
school was kinda fun.
got my results.
4th in class.
because of my malay.
eeeeekkkk!
malay stinks.
i'll burn my malay books
for all i care.
after school meet sab
at dance room.
go clean dance room.
if you see the poster outside the danceroom door.
got spray art.
i do one. hehh.
but it's a bit untidy.
then gossip all day with my babes.
even with eddy.
very fun.
ate lots of crap food today.
havent had a proper meal yet.
though, i'm feeling slightly sick.
cough coughs!
eeeeyerrr.
okay,
super, duper, extra, extremely, seriously, incredibly, damn, fooking
tired. -.-
uhh bye.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 7:58 PM


:yesterday.

yesterday.
after school didnt know where to go.
so went with jillian
but she had to go home.
so went to find jiaying & the rest.
i suggested to eat at tampines.
*sorry to samantha*
they so serious
but me and kiansiang there
laugh laugh laugh.
talking about our mummy.
so in the end, me jiaying & kiansiang
went to tm
ate at mac.
then talk seriously a lot.
kian siang, very good story teller.
can recommend.
then also give this uncle(worker) the mac cup.
then have to write name
cause the manager dont believe that we gave it to him
-.-
ok then walk2.
went to the open plaza.
dared kian siang & jy to do things.
"it's just a game"
"it's a bonding session"
then walk walk.
me and ks saw this three dresses [for children]
then decided that we would buy for ourselves and our
mummy.
hahahahah!
ok, i can't possibly list
down all the things we did.
so let's cut the crap.
finally headed home.
then surprised to know
that someone called me a dog.
wahhh, like make no sense lor.
told ks.
then decided to stare at her.
but yann say don't.
okay ah,
there's more to life than that scratched-faced freak.
ohh, and thanks to kiansiang for helping me.
^^

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 7:25 PM


Wednesday, May 27, 2009

:to the stranger

to the stranger who tagged my blog.
this was what he/she tagged me.
:D : ugly bitch with an ugly attitude.
no wonder no guys are attracted
to you. so yea, i know what to do now.
scram.
thanks for the tag.
i just want you to know that,
i really appreciate what
God has given me.
whether i'm ugly or whatever.
your comment has no effect on me.
benefited me actually.
you made me more wiser
as not to go against you.
everybody is imperfect.
before you say anything again,
let me ask you this,
are you perfect?
please think.
& why did you tag me without
stating your name?
next time, please do.
please & thank you.
bye.
Appreciate whatever God has given to us,
inperfect humans.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 9:51 PM


:P-E-N-A-T.

Awfully tired.
i can barely even walk,
my legs are aching.
school was fun today.
laughed extremely a lot.
whenever i'm high,
i go really ape-ape!
i do all sorts of crazy things,
cause too hyper already.
but i used up all my energy for dance.
now, i'm so wiped.
feel like hitting the sheets but
it's too early. -.-
eyebags are not my friends now,
unfortunately now,
they're my Best Friend.
lets hope it doesnt go to best friends forever.
i would be joining the owls by then.
too fatigue to think now.
i can't think of anymore
shit to put in here.
my eyelids are getting heavier
by the minute.
hurkkkkkk
penat la.
bye.
Hey just cause you're beautiful,
well i dont like you either
.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 8:03 PM


Monday, May 25, 2009

:fuck you.

Today school was such fun
until someone ruined it.
i didnt heard it.
but Jillian did.
you said you don't like me.
omg, you're really low!
ok first of all,
i didnt ask you to like me at all.
& i know for sure i dont like you know.
seriously, what's the matter with you?
i didnt do nothing to you.
so you said you dont like me behind my back,
why all the secrecy, darling?
why don't you say right in front of my face?
WIMP!
oh come on, would you?
stop acting like a small kid.
you need to grow up.
maybe this would help,
go listen to "When I Grow Up" song.
for you maybe its different.
let me see.
the lyrics would be...
"when i grow up,
i wanna be a wimp,
i wanna be a loser" ?
is it?
i have got to admit.
this is one of the lamest case scenario
i've been through.
that's why i'm bitching about it.
i'm sorry if i have to.
i really have nothing against you.
really.
PLEASE GROW UP & GET A LIFE!

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 9:13 PM


Sunday, May 24, 2009

:weekends -.-

Sunday is boring.
weekends are beginning to suck now.
and its totally killing me.
cause i'm stuck at home
watching TV all day.
how pathetic can life get?
i bet no one can answer that.
woke up kinda late today.
my breakfast was at 3pm.
cool eyy.
had oats for breakfast.
yummayy.
currently drinking coke.
school's starting as per normal tmr onwards.
ok let me spell it out.
B-O-R-I-N-G!!!
i tell you
its gonna be tiring.
there'll be dance.
which means
ending sch at 6pm,
fucked up bus-rides
and feeling awfully fatigue.
just have to hold on a little bit longer, then...
JUNE HOLIDAYS.
weee.
oh , oh ,oh!
lets do a countdown, shall we?
7 days till my birthday.
hohohoho.
wait its not Christmas.
hahahahahah.
ok as i was saying.
feeling so tired nowadays.
lessons are so boring la.
especially english.
i bet i cant keep myself awake for the
sexual thingy. -.-
hurhurrr.
anyways, i watched another movie just now.
Princess Diaries 2.
should go watch it.
cause there's guy in the movie.
& he's hot!
i've run out of ideas of what to do.
my sister's happily sleeping.
sometimes i feel like going out the whole day
& nvr coming back home.
pfffffttt.
yea right.
who am i to say that?
my parents run my life.
its like i have no freedom.
Over-Protective much?
definitely.
my mum's hobby is to
intrude my life.
thats all she does to me.
i hate it!
and by this,
i promise myself
that when i become a mum,
i wont intrude in my children's life.
haha!
speaking of children,
i wonder who'll be husband.
HAHAHAH!
what the F
is that all about?
suddenly talking about husband?
ok,
i seriously need to snap out of it.
this is what happens when the brain gets rusty.
oh boy,
i could really use
a hyper-ing partner right now.
my sugar level is low right now.
chocolate bar would be nice.
extra sweet please.
i need some
sugar-rush going on here.
alright alright.
cut it out.
ok enough talktalk.
i'm so wiped right now.
Bye.
I Fall to Pieces.
fiqahrafiqah.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 6:03 PM


Saturday, May 23, 2009

:boring saturdays.

yet again,
another boring Saturday.
i barely had any sleep yesterday.
i slept at 5am and woke at 3 pm.
i can die from insufficient sleep.
i was up all day with my sister.
playing card games.
the crazy version.
shared so much stuffs her.
from non-disgusting to extremely disgusting issues.
you wouldn't wanna hear it.
eye bags are my best friends now.
they're ugly.
ate lunch at 4pm.
ordered mac.
ok this is funny.
cause i didn't hear the delivery guy knocking my door,
he called the house phone
i picked up and he said,
"hello, mac delivery guy here, i'm outside your house"
i said" ohh, okokok"
hahaha. i felt so stupid.
omg.
then watched movie with sister.
"The Perfect Guy"
such an inspiring movie.
now, i'm so deadbored at home.
nowhere to go.
the weather's good for sleeping.
haha.
maybe i'm gonna do just that,
or not.
depends la.
cause i have maths ace-learning & IPW.
and i have to work on the com to do those things.
cant wait for monday.
i'm not looking to the sexual thing ok. -.-
oh, you know what i'm looking forward to.
DANCE!
some steps are long forgotten.
but i'll manage. :D
there's gonna be postexamactivities
from monday to wednesday.
something i wont be looking forward to.
cause its obviously lame as shit.
i'm yawning non-stop
& its only 7 pm now.
gosh.
i'm turning into a pig.
life is getting more pathetic nowadays.
i feel like i have nothing to look forward to.
theres nothing new coming up.
i'm so not used to this la.
cause my life is usually so gilagila one.
now like so boring.
currently chatting with jiaying.
talking about that person.
actually i have so many things to comment on that person.
all negative things.
you know me luhh.
corrupted brain.
full of crap.
always here to spit out all sorts of rubbish.
so happy i exist.
i live to be a nonsensical-bitch. ^^
oh, but i know my limits ok.
i may be like that but,
i wont cross the line.
ok, bye.

Sometimes you just got to let it go.

fiqahrafiqah.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 6:34 PM


Friday, May 22, 2009

:i hate this feeling

second post for today.
i have nothing to write about actually.
except..
i'm having the worst headache now.
uhhhh.
really.
i haven't been getting much sleep nowadays.
yesterday night didnt even sleep.
i was up from 12 midnight till six
in the morning.
how sick is that.
i musnt fall ill.
dance starts on monday.
I MISS DANCE!
real badly.
cant wait for teachers day.
chosen few songs.
so upbeating!
it'll be better this year.
PASSIONATE DANCERS
here we come!
oh, fyi,
some new members joining.
definitely calling Sabrina in!
yay!
some of last years' members wont be in also.
ok i cant wait. really.
suddenly thinking about danceworks.
ohhhh Multiply.
i miss it so much.
ok,
it's incredible how i can jump from one story to another.
from headaches to danceworks.
k, currently reading this storybook.
KISSES and LIES.
very interesting novel.
a breezy blend of mystery and
mean-girl fun. ok samantha just tagged me.
always forget to link people one.
sorry babes,
i have bird brain.
will put link them up once i have the mood to.
sorry again!
*********
*****
***
**
*
i dont believe in us anymore
dont know why
i even try for so long
i'm gone.
***
If he don't call
if he says he's gonna call
then delete his number
and just forget him.
fiqahrafiqah.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 8:06 PM


:

school was definitely boring today.
IPW was such a bore.
I'd rather have music lesson.
after school went to daily fresh saw yann and her friends.
ate ice-kimo, Again.
yes, i will get fat.
lucky for me, dance is starting once again.
could help burn my fats. hehh. [:
after school jiaying went over to my place.
bought Mr Bean's rice ball bean curd.
oooo, yumm!
at home, cooked maggie.
and enjoyed the movie as we ate.
watched Bratz. nice!
been watching it over & over again.
after movie, jiaying decided to head home.
sent her to the bus stop then went back home.
in the midst of cooking maggie with jiaying,
talked about this issue.
ughh, i'm just so fed up already.
read her blog,
made me even more pissed.
i badly want to bitch about you
but i won't be so immatured.
cause you'll think that i am talking about you.
then you'll start asking me questions.
just please stop thinking that
the world revolves around you.
& yes, your attitude is
Downright-Ugly.
its time to say gd bye to
this
Bloody Hypocritical Bitch.
wasting my time only. uhh.
ok ending post here.
else i might consider bitch talking.
fiqahrafiqah

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 6:18 PM


Thursday, May 21, 2009

:yesterday.

yesterday,
all about it.
Had a blast yesterday!
outing with yann, jiaying & kiansiang bro.
firstly, i was late. oppss!
supposed to meet at 2.
ended up reaching there 30 minutes later.
tsk, tsk, tsk.
decided to watch Angels&Demons.
very nice show.
only me and yann understood the show.
cause unfortunately we missed the very first&important
part of the show.
because...
me and yann busy playing arcade.
ParaPara!! woohoo.
laughed non-stop. i swear.
my discipline in public was far more worst then an
ape's.
inside the cinema laugh,laugh,laugh.
but the thing is, the movie was some sort serious
and there we were, laughing.
hahaaa.
after movie went T1.
me & yann saw this guy dancing while
on the escalator.
i still can remember the dance steps siol.
how retarded people can be nowadays.
i wonder why eyy.
found a spot to sit down
& take pictures.
hahah. Fun.
after awhile, jiaying went home.
left me yann and ks.
i bought mcflurry.
without fail.
then finally headed home.
i hate bus-rides alone.
major-boringness.
ughhh!
ok, thats it.
shouldn't dwell on this no more.
here are the pictures for 20.05.09
personal favourite.
kian siang funny!! (he was forced to do this.)
come on, he's the only guy.
ard of applause laaaa.
see me sitting like apek! weeweet!
cool yann!
yes, see my retarded face.

yann, your height really tells that you're fit to be a
runway model! *winks*

wah, muka saya sungguh cacat leiii!
Alerrmak! style uh. see my face, power sia! you can do?
cannot right!!!! so shut up.


Alert! see my face. that famous blur-sotong-face
that nobody can beat one. FUHH!
me and yann parapara-ing. so fun.

FiqahRafiqah.
little white lies might lead to an even bigger surprise, or not.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 7:17 PM


Tuesday, May 19, 2009

:danggg!

Danggg!
i'm so bored.
way more than bored , in fact!
staying at home
is the sickest thing anyone
would ever wanted to do.
tmr i must go out.
i might die if i'm indoors 24/7
oh! i read this book yesterday.
Accidentally Engaged.
it's so nice.
romance novel.
and just now watched movie.
New York Minute.
also nice.
you see, i don't even have anything to
say about.
i'm running out of words.
DAMN IT!
sister's gone for her driving lessons.
i'm at home all alone.
i might consider talking to myself
if this feeling continues.
at home what can i do man.
any suggestions?
all i know is
EAT SLEEP SHIT.
oh, come on.
you have to agree with me.
ok, i'll have to end here.
i don't have anymore crap to
squeeze it in here.
brain's totally wiped out.
okayy, till the next post.
fiqahrafiqah.
Mother Nature might be a beauty, but her daughter is a bitch.
please laugh. -.-

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 5:29 PM


Monday, May 18, 2009

:exams OVER!


HELLO EDIBLE HAIR.

Exams are Over.
the happiest shit in the world!!
i want to go
out out out!
lets burn all the books and notes.
yay!
so many things i'm dying to do.
i want to watch this movie called uninvited.
you know the girl from unfortunate events.
yup. she's the actress for this movie.
she's all grown up.
& so Pretty!

click:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wlef8c7e7sE
if you want to see the trailer.
it's nice!
oh yea.
its syiqah's birthday today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SYIQAH!
yann cut her hair!
omg.
super-duper-cute!
she had bangs again.
ok.
more on the next post yea!
fiqahrafiqah

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 3:24 PM


Saturday, May 16, 2009

:

that-priceless-face.

Fiqah Rafiqah.
To those who feel they have been copied by other people.
this is what i feel.
i know some of you all don't like it when other people copy your style or whatever.
but come to think of it, even if they copy would
they ever succeed in becoming you?
Their faces won't change into yours. Their body won't change into yours.
Just let yourself know that you're the ORIGINAL.
& those wannabes are just imitations.
and you should be proud that people wants to copy you.
cause this shows that you're some sort of a trendsetter right.
So fret not okay!
those who want to copy, let them be.
cause they'll never be the same as you are.
Especially the face right!
if you're pretty & the person who copied you is ugly
then that person is a loser.
you get it?
so yup. i hope this reaches to all the girls out there.
cause i've felt the same too.
and finally, i've come to this conclusion.
A note for wannabe(s).
you can continue copying.
but trust me, you'll nvr get
anything out of it.
oh, you know who you are.

LOVES!



/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 6:01 PM


:



Such a meaningful song.
Coldplay-Gravity

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 5:32 PM


:yesterday.

15 may 2009
after exam, went to eastpoint with darling.
couldn't decide what to eat.
then, bumped into yann & chynthia.
talk, talk, talk.
discuss, discuss, discuss.
saw avatar. o.o
nvm that.
& we finally decided to eat at
Eighteen Chefs.
haha.
laughed alot! i really did.
then the guy gave us markers.
i wrote our names on the side of the fridge,
don't know whether i was allowed to write there
hahaha!
then chynthia went home.
left me, jiaying & yann.
still wasn't satisfied.
so we went to daily fresh
got myself,
vanilla ice-kimo.
mmmm. yumm
yann bought lemon&pepper corn.
then, talked,talked,talked.

cannot stop man.
until we saw Mande!
i love her smell.
everytime i see her
i'll smell the same thing.
i call it,
The-Mande-Smell.
a note for those with a one-track mind.
she smells in a good way ok!-.-
oh, and not to forget.
i was eating when i saw this two love birds.
it was really Birds.
one bird chasing after another bird.
cuteness.
ok finally went home.

here were the pictures for yesterday.





mine. it was half-way eaten. -.-




hello salt & pepper!



Yann's


chynthia & yann.



fiqahrafiqah.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 3:51 PM


Friday, May 15, 2009

:history. & maths.

update on my history & maths paper.
didnt have the time to post this up yest.
history was rather fine.
at least i had something to write.
atomic bomb ah.
last yr topic.
what is this man.
maths really make me pissed off!!
i didnt do some question lei.
is like the papers all collected then
after that then i realised i know how to do.
how pissing is that.
eeeeeee!
today geography.
ok la.
write until so much
my hand tak boleh tahan man!
fuhh!
ok, more on the next post!
fiqah.rafiqah

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 4:11 PM


Tuesday, May 12, 2009

:literature.

literature just now.
oh my fcuk.
it was hard.
i swear it was!
only like 20% of what i studied was tested.
waste my bloody time.
stupid file. ughhh!
there's this one question,
what do think was the iron on the stone?
(or whatever shit la, i forgot the question.)
my answer : the traveller. -.-"
goner.
my answer no link to the question.
i'm so dead.
seriously.
worst thing is, HISTORY is tmr.
"GOD SHAVE ME!"
(nayli, i won't forget this.)
i'll tell my children this joke.
hehhh.
FIQAH to the
RAFIQAH.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 3:53 PM


Monday, May 11, 2009

:after so long.

After so long, he called me.
haha.
at first when my phone vibrated,
i was like,
"alamak, what does syairah want man?!"
but caller-id proved me wrong.
kwangkwanggg.
i wish i were your pillow
so u could hold me tight.
i wish i were invisible,
so i could watch you sleep at night.
i wish i was the sun, so i could warm
you with my rays.
i wish i were the rain, so i could brush
upon your face. I'd wish on
every star to have just one wish
come true,
so i could be with u.
nights darl.

was smiling like a kambing (malay for goat)

when i read this. -.-

haha.
fiqahrafiqah.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 7:24 PM


:me, arrogant?

I've been hearing people saying I'm arrogant.
me, arrogant? i don't think so!
those people don't know me
and they go around judging a book by its cover.
I'm not what you think i am.
you don't smile at me,
so why should i bother smiling.
what? you expect me to smile at you first?
funny pe? i think not.
but people think of me differently,
so who am i to say they're wrong right.
a tip : know me first, then judge.
please and thank you.
fiqah rafiqah.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 7:12 PM


Friday, May 8, 2009

:ohh crap!

school, nothing much.
i got back my Malay paper 2.
surprising i passed. (just passed) -.-
i expected worst though. heh.
trust me, I'd rather take Tamil.
i would probably do better.
"OHH, GOD SHAVE ME !"
haha! OK.
cut that out.
anyways, i'm still craving for lots of FOOD!
Checklist:
1. haagen dazs' strawberry cheesecake ice cream

2. Starbucks' mocha frappucino

3. Hawaiian pizza

4. & some local desserts would be nice. ice-kachang perhaps?

noticed anything?

ALL FATTENING LAAA!!!

but i just cant resist temptations you know!

fiqah rafiqah.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 7:08 PM


Thursday, May 7, 2009

:oh, trendys.

Mango basics, pink FBT. a casual look.
chic white top, army green leather-ed vest & black pants.

what do you think?
ok, i knw clothes on the first picture are really bright.
purposely one. haha!
attract attention sial.
rabak rabak.
tsktsktsk.
i seriously have nothing better to do.
so bored that i end up putting up posts
like two times already.
k.
think i better off the com now or else..
i'll have the urge to put up posts again!
sheeshhh!!!
FIQAHRAFIQAH!

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 7:59 PM


:

ok.
i wonder why i'm craving for so many things.
fuck this cravings, its only making me fat.
school was as usual.
except for,
"GOD, SHAVE ME!"
haha.
nayli's best joke ever!
you've got to hear it.
no regrets.
finally Adam told me who the girl was.
like i knew it man!
got back my el paper 2
32/50
kinda suck se.
ishhh!
i'm still not studying yet.
like seriously not in the mood to la.
ok. ending this post here.
fiqahrafiqah!

Labels:

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 7:47 PM


Wednesday, May 6, 2009

:


Damn, today was fun!
kept laughing throughout the whole day.
no kidding man.
NAYLI IS THE BOMB!
oh god, i love her.
and guess what?
mdm faz called me...
RAFIQAH!
she's finally correct
but she actually cheated though.
she looked at my name tag before she called me.
haha! but it's still an effort k.
it was cikgu nisaa's birthday today.
took photos & got to hug her.
awwww!
after school went to the toilet.
made up a song with nayli.
fishy, where did ya getcha lippy from x2
he got it from his momma x2
hahahah.!!
it was dedicated to someone.
then went to longjohn's to grab something
to eat with nayli,jiaying,iffah,liyana&charlene.
even till then, i was laughing my ass off.
people were looking at me and had like
"wth is wrong with this girl?"
written all over their face. :D
finally went home, alone.
sad la, so bored.
hmphh.
exams not over yet,
although it seems like it. heh.
have geog re-test tmr.
i'm so way behind
I HAVE TO START STUDYING!
and let me get this straight.
I wont let all these people get in my way & take my place.
people like arlene, azreen & whoever.
yup.
ok i'll have to end my post here, sadly.
FIQAHRAFIQAH!

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 4:25 PM


Saturday, May 2, 2009

:stressing myself up.

Oh, do you miss Me?
[messy hair does me good.] :D
surprisingly, avatar text-ed me yesterday.
he said he was busy with studies and all,
i understand.
kinda miss him though.
midyear's two days away.
haven't really started studying.
i don't know what is up with me,
I'm not myself this few days.
my mum keeps on nagging at me.
sometimes it really hurts.
she just doesn't understand me.
she raises her voice at me when there's not
a need to. really hurts.
moreover, i get no freedom!!!

She's sucking my blood!
fiqahrafiqah

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 1:54 PM


Friday, May 1, 2009

:i miss my loves.

Dont know what came to me
just decided to put up this post.
oh, you have no idea how i much i miss you.
it's been so long &
all this time i had a reason for ignoring you.
yes, i really do.
but, trust me it really does hurt me too
to ignore you. but i just can't stand it,
how much you've changed and all.
not saying that you're wrong,
cause everybody changes
either for the good or Bad.
& i still remember those times we had
TOGETHER.
so memorable.
i remembered when :
  • we used to meet at the bus-stop in the morning to go to sch
  • every time you would meet me outside my class after school
  • we eat lunch together
  • we go dance together
  • we laughed at the littlest things

there's so many more i could list,

i wished i had the time but i don't.

i want the old you back,

SIM HUI XIN.



[these pictures won't be deleted once i post them up]





/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 8:41 PM