Wednesday, July 22, 2009

:going nowhere

It's stupid & complicated.
my head is saying no, but my heart keeps giving in. i just keep wondering why
you had to make me feel this way. you know the crappy kinda feeling.
a feeling that i totally abhor. what else is there to feel?
everyday, it's the same old feeling.
thought that i'd let it slide, but it's me that's slipping in.
why do you have to be so contradicting. make up your mind dude.
cause you're killing me inside and i'll die if you don't stop.
you want my attention then suddenly you're kicking me aside.
you think i'm your bloody fool?
so what is it that you want from me?
i feel so stupid when i said i felt guilty, cause you're bullshit.
i'm not trying to be overstrung or anything. just stating what i have to say.

i flushed memories of you down the toilet bowl.
you deserve this veryvery much.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 7:43 PM