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Thursday, June 4, 2009

:why?

i say i move on, when i actually haven't.
i ask myself this question every time.
"why am i feeling this way?"
i don't feel myself nowadays.
when i pretend,
i put on a smile
when i'm really hurting inside.
but you don't really see it.
no you won't believe it.
i'm so sorry to all my babes,
especially jillian.
i've been such an irritant.
cause i rant like really a lot.
but i just can't help it.
really cannot.
how like that.
like feel so angry gitu tau.
haaa.
i think i'm wasting my time
telling you this.
ok.
i'm gonna hit the sheets now.
really wiped out.
i shall end this post.
]:
"when i pretend"
~
Thoughts of you keep running through my head
Images I just want to forget
I look in the mirror and put on a happy face
But nobody sees it
And I don't believe it
I bought into every word you said
I never thought that's something I'd regret
I look at you now and wonder who I see
I'm lost in a frenzy and it's never ending
[Chorus]The way we used to talk all night
I still get butterflies when I go there again
I see the way you used to smile
If only for a while
But only if I pretend
If I could draw the world I wanna see
I know just how I'd picture it to be
I'd stand here alone and know that it all was real
You say you don't need it I know you don't mean it
And I don't believe it
[Chorus]The way we used to talk all night
I still get butterflies when I go there again
I see the way you used to smile
If only for a while
But only if I pretend
I'm where I wanna be Don't you wake me from this dream
oh oh oh oh oh, oh yea
When I go there again
Oh I see the way you used to smile If only for a while
The way we used to talk all night I still get butterflies
When I go there again, again
Oh I see the way you used to smile
If only for a while
But only if I pretend
Only if I pretend.

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 12:17 AM