Wednesday, June 17, 2009

:jealousy.

facial mask?
in the midst of applying the mask.

waiting for it to dry.

washed & done.
you might be wondering why i'm putting this
up. just random i guess. hehh.
i hate pimples.
i didnt even invite them to live on my face,
and there they come to my face, uninvited.
so frustrated you know.
especially when they're awfully red and painful.
so i decided to use my weekly facial mask
to kill them.
i use himalayas,
its good.
seriously i feel so inferior when i see
other people with all the things i don't have.
i don't have that nice hair,
that nice complexion.
so i keep wondering,
and i ask myself this question everytime.
is life really fair?
or is it the other way around?
its hopeless,
i won't change anything.
my looks aren't up to standard
and i don't have anything else to balance
my unsatisfying looks.
when i look at myself,
all i see is flaws.
who am i kidding.
this is reality.
i've got to wake up cause
i'll never get what i want.
& i'm done waiting.
shall end with this pic.

forced her to take this pic with me. ^^

/b a c k. t o. t o p.

posted at 11:51 PM