FiqahRafiqah!

welcome to the world

2010-02-09T18:37:00.002+08:00

ok i'm totally bored right now and i dont think my brain is functioning. i'm taking a break from doing ace-learning. a maths! ugh. a total pain in my ass and brain. i've done 10 questions so far. 9 more to go. sigh. ):
anyways, school has been pretty good. except for the shit loads of homework i get each day. mr h is so hot. i swear to all the gods out there. so hot yet still single. i bet he's waiting for me. dont worry erin we'll share him. am i kind or what? haha.
lets talk about random stuffs that happened this year.

i wore my pe shorts the other way around.
erin and i saw a condom for the first time.
i kissed erin on the lips. TWICE!
my name is BO. (erin's bim)
some idiots in school are pissing me off
i'm excited for cross country
i love mr h
i'm not excited for beep test tmr

thats about it. back to ace-learning! byebye everybuddehh!

gone

2010-01-30T14:39:00.004+08:00

hello hello! i'm backkk. heehee. i've been pretty busy with school and all lately. so caught up with school, that i dont even have time for myself. goshh! stress much? yes, definitely. so much homework to deal with yet so little time. being in 3e1 is a lot more stressful than i thought it would be. its killing my brain cells. i hardly get enough sleep cause of all the stupid homework.
i'm in need of another middle finger because two is not gonna be enough. not in this situation.
alright i'm off to bury my head under my pillow. bye.

anyhoo, i've been thinking of closing down my blog. i might as well close it since its so dead anyway.

wimps

2010-01-16T17:45:00.004+08:00

hi, we're twins.

"join dance okay?" "put dance as your first choice okay?" "dance is very fun one!"

okay... that was pretty much all i could say during the sec 1 cca orientation. the sec ones was like so so scared of us. like helloooo??? i spoke english not alien language. i asked them what cca they intend to join but sadly, they're mute. but overall, i did have fun. dancing in the canteen, showcasing our talents. huahuaaa. can't believe we did a one on one dance. fuhh! OK GTG. BYE!

desires

2010-01-15T18:52:00.002+08:00

HELLO! decided to update this oh-so-dusty blog of mine. ok, where do i even start? 2010 is like awesome! except for the studying part. i swear i'm gonna fail for my first e maths test. i didnt even know what i was writing. crapppp. oh well, one test down a, thousand more to go. anyways, CCA orientation tmr. not as excited as last year. i dont know how i'm gonna perform when my leg is so painful right now. i have to wake like so darn early tmr. i have to be in school by 6.30!

ok i'm gonna go bath now and then get myself something to eat. i havent had my lunch. whoaaa hungry like shit man. BYEEE!

2010

2010-01-01T23:00:00.001+08:00

Happy New Year Everyone!

hellooo 2010, goodbye 2009.

i hope everything goes smoothly in 2010.

reaching back

2009-12-31T17:22:00.003+08:00

31 December 2009

finally its the very last day of 2009. can you believe it? its really amazing how fast time flies. only about 7 hours till twenty-ten! woohoo! gosh, i'm really excited. i havent got any new year's resolution yet. no wait, actually i do have one. i wanna decrease my vulgar-ness to level one please. cause i'm actually at level 10 now. wayyy out of control. right ipang? hahahaha! alright, got to get ready. going out to celebrate the very last moments of 2009 with family. bye!

lose control

2009-12-30T19:06:00.004+08:00

hey yall! i did went out with ipang today. i didnt even buy my school socks. no wait i didnt buy anything at all! anyway, i cant seem to find the hair clip that i want. tskk! i've so many things to do and i'm left with 4 days till school starts. wahlaoehh.alright, not gonna elaborate any further.

i want to reconcile the violence in your heart.

glucose

2009-12-30T01:42:00.004+08:00

candy candy candy

reaching back

2009-12-29T00:48:00.006+08:00

now this is what i'm craving for!

heyheyho! k first of all, my room is so darn messy right now. so messy, i dont even know where to start cleaning. my bookshelf looks like shit. not forgetting my wardrobe. double the shit. i swear you would pee/shit in your pants if you saw my wardrobe. one word: DISASTER.

anyways, thanks to ipang for tagging.

ipang: dear nugi, pls just chop off
your fringe, hair will eventually grow. we WILL go to muse, we MUST!
ipang: and i need to shop. i need
your annoying but fairly true criticisms, and compliments thank you.
ipang: i also need to spend the next
few nights crashing your room till late, before school starts.
ipang: okay, bye.
ipang: btw, i am a man. (ipang,
thought you have cheebai?)

OMG IPANG I LOVE YOU!

oh, i saw jillian just now! whoa, i miss her a lot! on a super random note, i feel like eating avocados. chipmunk said it taste like butter. should i go out tmr? should i should i should i? ok.

i need to buy hair accessories. and i havent bought school socks yet. nyehehehe. how can i forget? haiyaaa.. i just dont know what to spend my money on. food? clothes? shit? i dont know seh. help, anybody? no wait. ipang can help me, eventhough she's confused. *winks*

school is... ok i shall not say it already. i'm too excited! ok i'm starting bore you, am i?

K SHUT UP. BYE HOLES!

-i really have a lust for life.

dark rain

2009-12-27T16:34:00.003+08:00

HELLO!

today is sunday. a very very super boring sunday. i woke up like seriously late. i slept at 5am yesterday. i've got to stop doing that. people mistook me for a panda. you should understand.

currently stuffing cheesecake down my throat. i feel like eating maggi.

and ummm, how many days left till school? i kinda lost count. but whatever it is. i'm so excited!

can't wait to see the guys wearing long pants. heehee. i hope i don't have to bring books on the first day. all my books are so thick and not to mention, HEAVY as hell! kinda regretted taking pure chem la. thickest book amongst the rest. eee!

anyway, i'm still deciding whether i should chop off my fringe! well, not literally. aishhh, what am i to do? 1 week left for me to decide. and i'm still crying!! crying because i wanna go to muse's concert like so fucking badly. $168 lehhh. no kidding, i'm crying shit tears here. trying my very best not to think about it.

i want to go out with ipang tmr. or else i might rot to death at home. its drizzling now and i feel like sleeping. ok, i wanna watch 90210 now. bye lunatics.

- i have a lust for life.

hohoho

2009-12-25T03:04:00.007+08:00

Merry Christmas.
i don't feel too good now. must be the all the crap i stuffed into my mouth just now. but it was worth it. by far the best christmas. pictures yet to be uploaded. and oh, yknow what!!! finally watched alvin and the chipmunks 2. HOT! Theodore's still my favourite. Alvin's gf looks like ipang, with the fringe and all. hehh!

anyhoo, i've got so much things to do before school starts. running out of time man. my name tag and all that shit. still not done yet. crappp! lex, chill, sloww-moooooo. ok wtf. alright, my time is up. bye!

NEWSFLASH

2009-12-24T19:38:00.006+08:00

PARAMORE AND MUSE COMING TO SINGAPORE!

hot shits to the max!

borderline

2009-12-24T18:54:00.004+08:00

didnt watch alvin & the chipmunks 2 today. some other day maybe. tskkkk! super pissed. i'm rotting at home with ipang. gosh! i seriously dont know what to do. i want to go to zara with ipang at marina. i'm craving for pancake with ice cream. i look like a panda. i must get enough sleep. i feel like painting my room pink and black. i miss dance and my friends. my school uniform is humongous. its no use altering it. chibs. i'm so stressed out. this is such an improper post. i'm so sorry, bye.

i told ya i was trouble, you know that i'm no good.

- amy winehouse.

dreamer

2009-12-20T19:06:00.004+08:00

heehoehah-hello! ok, yesyesyes. i'm finally updating my blog after i dont know how many days/weeks/months. i dont know either. eh Christmas is in two days time. woohoo! i have so many wishes man. something like, dear santa i wish you exist? yeap. anyways, i oh so badly wanna watch alvin & the chippymunks 2 tomorrow. i hope i can catch it with syairah. i seriously think this movie is a must watch. i saw the trailer and theres this one part where the girlie chippymunks were dancing and singing to beyonce's all the single ladies. OMG, fucking cuteness!

ok i swear i'm watching tmr.

school is around the corner. like seriously! excited for all the wrong reasons seh! hehh.

was actually thinking of trimming my hair and chopping off my fringe. but i dont know when. tsk.

anyway kan, i was watching project runway finals(encore) and like heidi klum's hair is like to die for!!! whoa jealous man, i tell you. JEALOUS!

oh i forgot to mention. keling turned 14 yesterday. happy belated yasser! later i make for you thosei cake with candles k. ((:

alright, thats all for now. till the next post kiddos. BYE!

i miss my dancemates. alot.

tonight

2009-12-16T20:20:00.002+08:00

look at the mess we made!

k first of all, nurul's not gonna be home for 2 nights. ipang, COME BACK FASTER PLS!

2009-12-15T23:18:00.003+08:00

smelly fucking cheebais. go away la.

pundek.

fabulous

2009-12-13T14:42:00.005+08:00

Winner of Miss World 2009 (Gibraltar)
this year's miss world was such a bore. i think south africa deserved to win. the contestant from canada looked like she came from japan or something. and the contestant from singapore didnt even looked like a singaporean. what a waste of time. anyways, might be going to town again today. buying school books tomorrow. i hope the queue's not gonna be so darn long. okie, i'm off to watch videos at youtube! byeee!

Where there is great love, there are always miracles.

ipang dan nugi

2009-12-11T18:21:00.004+08:00

ipang and nugi perangais pepeks.

the hunting

2009-12-09T14:56:00.004+08:00

hee-haa-hoe hello!
i managed to only buy a water bottle yesterday. very ken to the tal. but at least i did bought something. i humiliated myself in public for laughing so loud yesterday. omg! i can go crazy with tupai's jokes la seriously. only took a few pictures. will upload them when i can. k gotta go!!

i am 'nugi'.
nurul is 'ipang'
nurul, i think mine sounds 10 times nicer.
PANGGGG!

party power

2009-12-07T17:10:00.005+08:00

hello hello!
i went bag-hunting yesterday, thinking that i would finally find my ideal bag. apparently, i failed to do so. nothing satisfied me. i am so picky! i'm going hunting with nurul again tomorrow. this time, i'm hunting for water bottle, pencil case and maybe, just maybe bag-hunting too. hahaa.

gonna be all alone at home on wednesday and thursday. i wonder what i should do. maybe i'll have jiaying or syairah to come over. rent movies, eat, crap, shit. ok its set! hope jy can make it.
okayy, i'm excited! alright, i can't use the com for long. so, this all for now. ciao!

my phone's been ringing quite a lot lately.

fat cats

2009-12-05T17:37:00.005+08:00

hello! i'm watching a korean drama series now, stairway to heaven. my second time watching. i feel so sleepy right now! i dont know what to at home. dont know why i'm craving for prata. haha. wth. i'm just hoping that i will go out tmr. it feels like shit to be sitting at home. moreover, doing absolutely nothing. alrighty, i'll update later if i can. dadaaa!

the fat cats will have a heart attack.

cranky

2009-12-05T02:11:00.006+08:00

dear readers,
i'm here to tell you that i'm so bored. k bye.

thunder blunder

2009-12-04T14:22:00.014+08:00

THUNDER LIGHTNING RAIN!

thanks to today's weather, my plans for today are destroyed! cheebai.

my sister and i already did our nails but in the end we didnt go out. cheebai to the power of two.

totally pissed off man. oh well... its just my luck. i hope the weather is nice tmr. receiving my phone bill today. i think my bill has increased. my mum's gonna kill me for sure. i'm praying hard that my phone won't be confiscated.

i'm currently reading CLEO magazine + listening to psp. magazines say loads of crap nowadays huh? one part of the cover page says: get stronger orgasm. ????????? ok i don't even wanna talk about it. total what the fuckness. anyway, i miss all my friends like a lottt. can't wait for school to reopen. just a few more weeks to go. i feel bored to the max now. i don't know why but i keep thinking of what i wanna be when i grow up.

the what-i-wanna-be list: (random order)

1. fashion designer

2. stewardess

3. make-up artist

4. hair dresser

5. teacher

so far thats about it. i wish i could be everything all at one time. ok what am i saying? i'm only 14 now. got to wait till i'm older. i wanna end my sec life like asap. k moving on. i saw this Charles and Keith bag like OMG. serious shit, it's so hot. i swear i would do anything to get my hands on that bag. oooo! anyhoo, i'm considering whether to buy new specs or contacts. wahhh stress.

alright i think thats all for today.

pictures from syairah's cam.

Power Flash!

new look

2009-12-03T21:16:00.004+08:00

heyyho! yeap, i changed my blogskin. i know its still kinda messy. i need to change my cbox colour and i forgot to put songs. gonna do it all by tonight. and oh, don't you just love the colour? well, i know i do!

update!

k my blog is done! i think? haha! ok la, quite satisfied with it. and thanks ahmad for complimenting!

uprising

2009-12-03T01:23:00.007+08:00

hellolo! i feel so relaxed today. didnt go out thats why. saving my energy for friday.

gonna go shopping with nurulthetupai. heehee. i've nothing to talk about man.

shall update when i have more to say!
hipiedeedooo!

our time is running out

2009-12-01T11:54:00.005+08:00

heyhey! i know i havent been blogging for awhile and i owe like tons of pictures.

anyways, i can't forget the day i went to dance explosion man. i saw A!!! omg total cuteness.

k moving on. sunday went to changi beach with family and relatives. SATAY! ok wth.

i seriously wanna watch new moon. was hoping i could go with darling jy. gosh i miss her.

oh and you know what. MUSE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE! best tickets are sold at $168.

if only it was 168 cents. ):

its already december and i havent even buy like stuffs for school yet. am i way behind time?

. i'm still in the middle of finding a nice bag, wallet, pencil case and water bottle. heehee.

i saw this billabong bag yesterday. but i reckoned that it would be kind common.

i dont want! i dare to be different remember? i'm all about unique here! ((:

anyhoohoo, my msn is seriously pissing me off. i cant log in cause i need to download the new version of it. the problem here is i cant even download the new version. bitch right?

i have eyebags again. this time i really look like a panda. no doubt.

ok i'm off to eat my breakfast now. you must be thinking that i'm crazy right?

who eats breakfast at 12.30 pm? obviously me.

see, told you i differ from the rest. heee.

hari raya haji.

aena
nurul the tupai.

afar

this kitty's called prada. gayboy la prada.

tupai!

nini and mummy.

syairah's face

priceless.

teardrops and tissues

2009-11-25T18:10:00.005+08:00

hell-o!

i'm tired
i'm tired
i'm tired

i love yellow.

this post is so strange.

dance xplosion 2009

2009-11-24T14:22:00.008+08:00

gotta live like we're dying

2009-11-20T20:19:00.002+08:00

DANCE XPLOSION TMR!

wish me luck.

2009-11-17T20:20:00.001+08:00

i feel so restless.

butterflies and hurricanes

2009-11-14T23:57:00.002+08:00

hey hotstuffs. my cough is getting worst. i could hardly talk. have to admit i sound like a man. the cough medicine isint working! god damn it. and yes i'm running out of tissue paper. runny nose is killing me.

dance camp was fun. kinda sad i can't overnight all thanks to this never ending cough. i surely can't forget the part where we had to run around the field with high heels especially the guys. seriously, joke of the day.

and omg, i saw this shoe. totally hot! anyhooo, might be catching a movie with adek this tues. hope jy can tag along. is 2012 a great movie like they claimed it to be? i need feedback people.

i wonder when my cough is gonna end. i want ice-cream! imagine ice-cream was a staple food. breakfast, lunch, dinner, supper all ice-cream. earth would be full of fat people. hospitals filled with patients cause everbody's having diabetes. hahaa!

ok i totally forgot, i owe lots of pictures. i promise next post k.

on a super random note, i wonder what yasser is doing in india now. probably making thosei. hahah! keling.

alright i wanna hit the sheets. and don't you think the weather is oh so nice tonight?

you're my guiding lightning strike

2009-11-13T16:59:00.003+08:00

hey hoes. i didnt go dance today. gosh, i really hate being sick. sleepless nights and whatnot.

i was up all night cause my throat was killing me. moreover, had slight fever.

and now when my throat's better, i started having runny nose. why is everything against me??

somebody kill me please.

anyways, kinda excited for 2010. i have so many things that i wanna buy before school starts.

new bag, new shoes and ohhh everything! haha.

such nice weather we have today aye? its been raining since just now.

a weather so great for sleeping. oh oh oh! i'm addicted to all of Muse's songs.

i've been listening to the same song like 312782387 times already.

i belong to you...

ok wth. i hope everything's gonna be fine next year. i bet the environment in 3e1's

gonna be boring and quiet. no offence. fret not people, erin and i will turn 3e1 into a zoo.

oh so chaotic!

hurry 2010, come to me faster baby!

happy 21st birthday nurul!

monster eh.

i belong to you

2009-11-12T16:16:00.006+08:00

My tuesday afternoon with darling.

mango & cookies n cream.

cow eats leaves.

when was the last time you saw a purple sky?

thanks for accompanying me babe. love you.

):

2009-11-11T23:34:00.001+08:00

i'm sick. bye.

sweet sunday mornings

2009-11-08T22:22:00.003+08:00

heyyy!

finally i get to blog. not that i have much to say but i just wanna spill some things.

ok i was already out of the house by 9am with my mum. headed to ion orchard.

had breakfast at dunkin donuts. the cinnamon donut was fab. i just had to have two of them.

heehee! walked around ion. nothing much there. all the shops were like for rich people.

i'm not loaded so i had the "oh man, i can't afford those" kinda feeling.

we went to far east plaza. bought a top. i wanted to cut my hair at far east but it cost like 30 bucks. i was like what da hell? in the end i got a haircut at a salon near my house. 20 bucks.

and yea, at last i did get a haircut. ok, thats about it.

its kinda late and i have dance tomorrow.

so till here everybody! will update when i can.

fabulous baby.

sugar and everything nice.

ion.

christmas is coming!

the way the world works

2009-11-07T13:23:00.006+08:00

i like this picture. very bimbo.

hey people! alright, i'm back after such a busy week.

received my report book yesterday. kinda shocked i'm going to 3e1 next year

cause i was really expecting myself to go to 3e2. kinda sad la. most of us separated.

gonna miss iffah, nayli, liyana, syahmi, adi, irfan and the rest.

well, i'm really trying hard to look on the bright side. at least i've got my bimbo partner and jy

with me. jillian's going to 3e2. omg 3e1???? all my life i've never been in the first class before.

i don't like to be in the first class. it kinda proves that i'm a nerd. HAHAHA. ok kidding.

i'm so so scared everything's gonna change next year. it better not. like seriously eh.

now i've come to realise that i'm really gonna miss 2e2. even mykell's nonsense.

ok i shall stop talking about this. cause i'm making myself feel worst.

till here, bye!

card i drew for jy.

BIM!

hello jillian!

bimbos.

mine's orange, syairah's the red one.

sab!

whoa cool.

sim jia ying

2009-11-05T02:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY JIAYING!

ok where do i even start???

first of all, i've never met anyone like you before.

someone who really understands me,

someone whose there whenever i need a shoulder

and someone to laugh at my jokes. ((:

you're all i could ever ask for.

a perfect best friend.

i love you to the max man.

i've never loved a best friend this much before. (lesbian sia! weeweeet!)

i sound like a psycho but i mean it lor! hahaa.

i realised that throughout our friendship, we've never even fought before.

its been 2 years of friendship and i'm still counting.

anyhoo, have a great birthday babe.

LOVES.

oh baby turns 14

2009-11-03T11:08:00.004+08:00

Happy 14th Birthday Yann!

hope you like the domo we gave you.

& i love you!

2 more days till bf's birthday.

get excited jy!

chopped off my fringe without looking at the mirror yesterday morning.

looks great. nyahahaaaa!

a never ending story

2009-10-31T17:29:00.006+08:00

I LOVE SIM JIAYING!

i'm missing camp already. like seriously! i bet i've never said that before cause

by far, all the camps i went to sucked except for this one. haha

anyways, my phone is spoilt! thats just great. now i have to get a new one. tskk!

gonna have dance during the holidays. a great help to burn my fats. cause i've been

stuffing my mouth with junk food. i love donuts. especially if they're from

DUNKIN DONUTS!

i want to go out! whose with me?? i seriously tired of rotting at home.

staring at the computer 24/7. eat eat eat. sleep. very bad for health you know!

k wtf am i talking. anyhoooo, i really think i should get a haircut. should i?

alaaaa. i dont know. jillian said i shouldn't. i'll think about it.

oh ya, there's gonna be a 3n4 next yr. i was super duper surprised when hadi gf

told me. a lot of people retain. i won't mention. see for yourself next year.

alrighty will update later. here are some of the photos.

Moo2 followed me to camp. hurrhurrr!
was tying my hair laa.
eh baby!

yann claimed she was prettier if she took pictures using my phone. ^^

let the sun set

2009-10-30T14:51:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK PEOPLE!

back from camp that is.

ok first things first. camp was awesome. oh and to those who didnt come,

YOU MISSED A WHOLE LOT OF SHIT! bet you guys thought it

wouldnt be fun. aha, wimps. k next. can't believe i could actually sleep despite all the noise.

especially people SNORING! omg.

kayaking was real fun except the part when jy wanted to puke! oh man, darling got sea sick.

hahaha. i did turned darker. slightly. my sunblock saved me from turning black.

instructors were the coolest. oh and campfire was the most funnest!

our cheer was all about bananas. syahmi and adi did 2e2 proud. good job guys!

syahmi for being the awesomest sissy and adi for the craziest dancer.

alright let me just sum up the whole thing.

CAMP WAS SERIOUSLY FUN!

was in the bus, on the way back to school from camp.

and i got myself thinking.

2009's coming to an end and 2010 is coming right up. i'm so not ready. more like afraid actually.

there's no more 2e2. we're all moving on. it won't be the same cause some of us are going

different ways. oh god, these things are tearing me up. anyhoo, i'll know which class i'm going to

next friday. keeping my fingers crossed.

alright, i'm off to take my shower. i stink to high heavens and so do you. haha!

bye darlings!

BBQ

2009-10-25T10:54:00.011+08:00

eh eh, my bf pose cantik!

C for? cheebai!

scares the hell outta me

2009-10-22T17:58:00.003+08:00

heyho people. lets talk about yesterday.

umm. went to giant with 2n1 guys and 2e2 girls and guys.

it was super to the fun. as per normal, i laughed at like almost every moment.

ok anyways, bbq tmr. i still don't know what to wear. omg i'm desperate for help man.

what should i wear to go to a bbq? ok lets drop that topic. it's adding to my stress.

my tummy's hurting. uh fuck. can't wait for tmr! heehee.

meeting keling to go to the pit. yea i don't know how to go. huaaa.

i'm addicted to my own blog song. how retarded.

dancing is my remedy, remedy, remedy oh!

receiving results tomorrow. no point of being being scared. cause whats done

cannot be undone. agree? i totally think my result's gonna suck. haven't decide on my 3 choices on which calss to go to. definitely taking A3 as my first choice.

the fact that a lot of people are choosing A3 as their first choice, i don't think i can make it.

stupid smart asses.

scares the hell outta me, and the end is all i can see.

just shut up and watch me walk

2009-10-19T17:53:00.002+08:00

shortshort post.

so i've changed my profile picture and songs.

hope you guys like the songs.

last paper tmr. hoping i won't screw up this time..

update tmr. bye!

off-the-wall

2009-10-17T16:53:00.006+08:00

surely the ones i can't live without.

heyho!
ok first of all, the guy in apa artinya cinta is hot. almost the indon version
of wentworth miller. haha! secondly, i havent started on my maths yet. ok i don't know why but
can't stop thinking of sec 2 camp. i can imagine myself being so miserable there. i bet would turn dark and dance explosion is only a few days after the camp. urghh! piss me off. oh and speaking of dance explosion, its gonna be held at the area outside tampines mall. it's in november.
do come and support!

there's gonna a class bbq next friday. 2e2 and 2n1. i reckon its gonna be fun.
irsyad said have to contribute 20 bucks. expensive lehh!
like i can buy a nice top worth 20 bucks man. dont know ah.
on a random note, i seriously miss my jandi/gayle! haha. anyways, so many things i wanna
change in my blog. songs, profile picture and all that shit. i'm just so lazy.
anyways, my hair's growing longer. k that sounds kinda wrong. hahah!
but yea, my hair is growing longer. should i cut it? tsk, i know i'll regret after cutting it.
i'm just way too predictable. oh ya oh ya! i'm in love with herbal essences' hello hydration shampoo. it made my hair smell like heaven. but i still think the long term relationship one is better. k anyhoo, here are the rest of the pictures of yesterday. enjoy!

i'm on the right.

jillian's crazy idea of tucking in our uniform. we looked like nurses. :D

excuse my face. haha.

before meets after.

off-the-wall

; amusingly eccentric or irrational; crazy

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2009-10-16T19:20:00.002+08:00

my tummy is hurting like to the freaking max. i wish i have 10 middle fingers to describe

how i really feel. wtf man.

gravity, stop pulling me.

2009-10-16T18:56:00.002+08:00

can you believe it? just one more paper to go. not sure whether i'm supposed to be

worried or happy. cause i think i kinda screwed up in every subject.

i won't get in the top 3 this time round. i'm so very sure i won't.

english and malay was okay. geog, lit and ss was like hard.

science was completely shit. i better do well for maths, seriously.

ok enough of exam crap.

oh my gay, i'm so so seriously craving for dr. coffee's mocha frappe. heaven.

i'm so gonna partayyy right after exams. woohhoo.

its time to get wild. well not yet.

you are my band aid

2009-10-07T17:07:00.005+08:00

HAPPIEST DAY OF MY LIFE.

no kidding.

GO AWAY!

2009-10-04T14:39:00.009+08:00

i don't understand why some people just have to put unnecessary things in

msn as the display name. not that i care but i just think it's super lame la.

number 1 loser man, seriously. -.-

have you ever heard of people fighting just because they were denying of looking at each other?

ok, yea i just did yesterday.
alrighty, i'm off to complete my homework. i don't think i'm gonna complete it though.

BYEE!

it's time to get over yourself

2009-10-03T10:24:00.002+08:00

overdue pictures

do you see any resemblance?
yesterday

2nd October, one of the happiest day of my life. the day i was smilling and laughing like almost every single minute! after school ate with jiaying and some 2e2 and 2n1 guys.
they are the bomb, seriously. make me laugh till my face went red.
went to cc to slack. while walking to the cc, i saw something that really made me go, WHOA!
like whoaaa in a bad way. hahaha! k moving on.
at cc, they play their poker cards. irsyad danced and entertained us. i won't elaborate more. lazy.
anyway, thanks for yesterday guys.

today

gonna make honey cornflakes again. this time i'm making double and i'm bringing some on monday. so, get excited people! anyhoo, EOY is coming.
time flies too fast. dont you agree?
and oh, i decided that i wanted to change my blog picture.
i'll decide later. till here.
bye!

shut your lips

2009-09-30T19:46:00.002+08:00

yesterday

Happy 22nd Birthday Sister!

very old already. heeheee!

havent been able to blog these few days.

L A Z Y.

i didn't go to school yesterday. not because i couldnt, i just dont want to. totally exhausted.

let me sum up my day today.

malay, PE, pancake , english, geography, science, banquet, mee pok, daily fresh, icekimo,

slacked, bus 9, home.

alright? i promise i'll do a proper post next time.

bye!

raya

2009-09-22T17:01:00.006+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA SEMUA!
my honey cornflakes was a success!

small small

my little barbie doll, syakirah.

cute as hell. i'm sorry guys, she's only 3. heehee.

2009-09-19T17:14:00.005+08:00

went out with GF just now, he wanted to buy his pants. heehee.

laugh, laugh, laugh like two beylos. veryvery fun eh.

won elaborate any further. go out again soon k gf? (:

MOP.

under the electric candle light

2009-09-17T17:07:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRLFRIEND !

you're finally 15 now.

and like you said, your life's gonna be very very bright! (:

today, i was exceptionally tired. sleeping late and waking up so early must be the reason why.

felt like sleeping during every period, especially DNT. free period during cme. happy to the max!

cause i didnt do the cme homework. haaa.

something i saw, really made me happy today. right jy? yea!

i love JK & GK. seriously

after school went home with jillian. jillian i pity you man.

i know you can't eat in peace especially with all the people staring, thinking you're malay.

HAHAHAHAHA!

you need a " i'm not a malay" sign tattooed on your forehead.

anyhoo, life's been great, with the exception of my panda eyes of course! omg, those eye bags better go away before hari raya comes, else i'm gonna look like a panda!

k gonna go do my maths now. i hate mensuration. i don't do well in this topic.

no doubt, menstruation's better. -.-

oh yes, hari raya's in 2 days more. get excited kinky cats!

BYE!

fullstops and exclamation marks

2009-09-17T16:37:00.004+08:00

finally, pictures i owe from last week are up.

enjoy! (;

kebab and kebabom.
nurul kebab.

we use... COLGATE.

we love curly hair. heee.

kebab again?

chocolate heaven.

till the city lights goes off

2009-09-16T20:29:00.002+08:00

havent been able to blog these few days. busy with school and stuff.

life has been surprisingly great. 3 more days of puasa then i can feast!

hoping i won't get fat. *fingers crossed*

dance was super tiring just now. buka-ed milo smoothie and ami's on the way

home with my chicken rice! can't wait. hurryhurry very hungry!

i laughed alot today. nothing new, i laugh at almost anything, even myself!

oh ya oh ya! tomorrow's a big day.

a very bigbig day to my dearest girlfriend. right girlfriend? hahaha, yeaaa.

and no i have not forgotten about the pictures i owe. now's just not the time.

next post? PROMISE!

byee darlings!

my eyes look like a panda's. go away eyebags!!!

chase me, make sure you catch me

2009-09-13T21:49:00.002+08:00

its 9.50 pm. i'm sipping hot milo and doing my homework at the same time.

i've got no time to upload pictures again thanks to homework.

can't believe i've only got 2 more hours till holidays end.

there's dance tomorrow, hope it's not gonna be tiring. oh oh oh! i finally washed my shoes.

its very very white now. heee. i'm a happy girl.

alright, i'm off to complete my stupidstupid malay homework.

bye naughty people!

cornflakes + honey + milk = heaven

fee-fye-foe!

2009-09-12T12:55:00.010+08:00

Life is a bitch, so am i.

woohoo!

anyhoo, yesterday was ami's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMI!

you're the best mum in this tinytiny world!

oh sorry to my dearest girlfriend, hadi. i can't buka with you today.

SOO SAD!!! who ask you to go so far? see now your dearest boyfriend cannot go.

hahah. kidding. some other time ok? (:

Topic 1: staying at home & homework

so now, gonna rot myself to death. staying at home stinks! stinks worst than the smelliest shit.

malay homework is still not done yet. i only got 1 day left till the holidays end.

bloody hell. why do they even call it a holiday when its only one week.

alright, back to the topic.

i've got a letter, compo and other stuffs for malay. ok, now i'm worried.

BOOHOO! i hate malay.

Topic 2: puasa

oh my gahh! hari raya's coming. it's coming! next sunday.

food food food! money money money! HAHAHAH!

thats all i could i ever think of for now. (: its only 2 pm and i'm already feeling hungry.

i'm craving for some ice cream later. hmmm.. ben & jerry's perhaps?

Topic 3: it's the bitch

it's fun being a bitch once in while. you should try it.

it relieves depression of any kind.

fishy fish fish

2009-09-11T15:03:00.005+08:00

Fish & Co.

EXPRESS

syairah!

chicken?

one bite 'n' you're hooked!

mine.

syairah's

nurul!

rest of the pictures are in nurul's camera. will upload them when she sends me.

heehee! BYEE!

oh jeez!

2009-09-09T13:31:00.005+08:00

i customized it. heehee!

finally i'm able to puasa again. will be buka-ing with syairah later.
will edit later k.
tata!

i do and i don't, i love you and i won't

2009-09-08T18:27:00.003+08:00

life's strange. don't you think? you never know whats gonna happen or what to expect.one minute you are standing straight up, both feet on the ground, and the next minute you are upside down, backwards and all in between. i know that doesn't make sense, but it does to me.

anyhoo.. whose your favourite fashion icon? for me, it's got to be mary-kate olsen.

i love her everything. she dares to take risks. and maybe i should too.

♥

not forgetting kate moss.

KATE MOSS.

TOPSHOP AUTUMN/WINTER '09
latest collections are up.

♥

radit dan jani

2009-09-08T10:27:00.003+08:00

ok, i'm gonna watch this indon movie, radit dan jani.

recommended by nurul. there's sure to be some emo nemo moments

in some parts of the movie. so i've got my packets of tissues ready with me.

hahaha! i'll give you my review of the movie after i've watched it.

bye!

edit:

k, finished watching. i didn't even cry cause i didn't really get the movie.

but both the guy and girl was hot! so my tissue papers were left untouched.

oh well, i'll save it for the next emo nemo movie. oh yea, i've completed my ace-learning.

actually discussed the solutions with bf over the telephone.

results? 8/10. ok la. satisfying.

but i still have truckloads of shit waiting for me. SO MUCH HOMEWORK!

come on, i need a break. don't you?

i'm working on my algebra now. 4 pages flooded with questions.

can't believe i still have malay homework! one of the subjects i hate.

most people get A for their mother tongue. but i got a B4.

yes, a disadvantage for me. cause it's pulling me down. and you know what, B4's not the worst. my worst was D7. hahahah. i'm a total noob in malay. i don't even know whats the

meaning of 'sudut mengulangkaji'. -.-

yeap, thats how bad i am in malay.i want to take up tamil badly. HAHAHA!

ok crap.

byebye smartasses.

2009-09-06T17:05:00.001+08:00

there's no such thing as too young.

love's for everyone.

helter-skelter

2009-09-06T15:50:00.002+08:00

hello fatty bom boms!

i have to say, yesterday was the most scariest day ever! my eldest sister was sick.

she kept puking and everything was like whoaa!

you know i can't see people puking, it just scares me. my other sister was handling it most of the time. i seriously don't know how i'm gonna have children when i can't even handle my own sister.

hahahah. anyway, i've got tons of homework to do. i've done science and english. i totally think

english homework is retarded. not to mention the questions too.

let me give you an example:

The fire got bigger by climbing itself out of the kitchen to the living room.

so we have to rewrite and correct the sentence. retarded. -.-

14 more days till hari raya. super excited. just two more weeks of fasting.

then can eat until fat fat! k i'll update later if i can.

bye bom boms!

it's all confirmed

2009-09-05T12:33:00.004+08:00

addicted to tohato's caramel corn.

jy went over to my house yesterday. decided to bake cookies again since there was
another stick of butter left. yes it's official, we're opening a bakery shop. call me if you
wanna order anything. k no, i was kidding. hahaha! so it was the same cookies except we added
a little bit of cocoa powder this time. we watched yours, mine and ours. a super touching movie.
right jy? yeaaa! jy went home at about 7.

oh yes, something terrible happened yesterday. i don't wish to reveal it. for now, i'll just
keep it to myself. i've never this guilty before. well maybe i have but this is by far
the most worst ever. all i can say now is sorry and i know it won't change a thing
because whats done is done. how i wish i could turn back time.
obviously i can't so i have to move on with my life. i've made so many wrong turns, and i never seem to learn from my mistakes. but now, i have.
a million sorrys won't change a thing.
only i can.

i won't do it again. ):

pictures of yesterday.

how many times must i say i use colgate? ok, i use colgate.

camel camel

2009-09-05T11:10:00.007+08:00

030909

Syairah the Camel

went to buka with this crazy camel on thursday eventhough i wasnt able to puasa. buka-ed at kfc. the queue there was like a choo-choo-train. syairah i dont want to buka there again ah. i bought double chocolate frappe again. camel said it tasted like heaven. totally agree. alright, here are the rest of the pictures. enjoy!

colgate. ^^

R and J's bakery.

2009-09-02T20:39:00.009+08:00

disfigured humans.

chocolate chip cookies.

look cook book

presspress egg yolk!

BAKED.

HAHAHAH!

DAMN NICE.

our budget but nice poster. ^^

noticed anything? each cookie starts with the letter c.

pernickety

2009-09-01T21:51:00.003+08:00

k no. i'm not updating today as well.

i can't seem to do the things i plan to. maybe i'm just too tired.

i feel like hitting the sheets now. my eyelids are closing!

i'm drinking apple juice to keep awake. and i don't think its helping at all.

anyhoo..

I'LL UPDATE TOMORROW FOR SURE!
(or not.)

tomorrow for sure

2009-08-31T23:42:00.002+08:00

i'll update tomorrow.

i tired la. dance dance joget joget just now.

fyi, today was rather interesting.

be sure to check my blog tmr!

bye honeys.

crunchy jumbles

2009-08-30T17:41:00.003+08:00

greetings my love!

i have no mood to blog today. all because _____ ruined my day.

to ______:
i've had it with you. just because you found someone new
doesn't mean i can't.
i know i don't deserve this. so this is my goodbye to
you!
bye byeeeee!
*waving hands high up in the air*

to bf, jillian, nurul and whoever:

THANKS A MILLION!

i will heed each and every one of your advice. (:

i'm all alone at home now. sisters left just a while ago to buy food for later.

most probably having maggie for buka later. i'm craving for Auntie Anne's pretzel.

and also double chocolate frappe. i'm kinda enjoying fasting actually.

i love losing weight but i hate the fact that my school skirt is so loose now. -.-

teachers' day tomorrow. i don't have any presents for any of my teachers.

k, i kinda feel bad about that. but i just wanna make this shoutout to my dearest art teacher,

MDM FAZ!

-i love you

i'm dedicating the dance item tomorrow to all my dearest teachers who have taught me.

heehee! not really excited for tomorrow. i'm still wondering what i can do to my cargo pants.

it fits me "too perfectly'. ok no. it's so freaking big. i was thinking of

altering it. but its obviously too late. k forget it.

my stomach's saying "feed me, feed me!"

k ya i'm hungry. a few minutes more till buka-ing.

pictures i owe.

i sad sad la yesterday.

thanks bf, i look retarded. like super engrossed in cutting the paper?

bf. during dnt. (:

till the next post.

good day lovely people.

massive meltdown

2009-08-29T13:26:00.004+08:00

280809

a date i should totally note down.

lets just say it was a really rough day.

i was having a melt down. everything was going wrong.

am i the reason that led to this?

like i feel so lousy, knowing that i'm not good enough.

unsatisfying looks and whatnot. all these things are really bringing me down.

ALL THE TIME!

to _____ :

the least you could do was to tell me. i don't know what the hell you regard me as.

and whatever it is, i don't give a shit anymore.

i should have known this was coming. you are a total waste of time.

i don't know what you are or what your game is..

but you've caused me a great deal of inconvenience.

how could i ever be so silly? yes, you are evil.

if i am a nincompoop, so are you.

fucker.

goodbye, don't come again.

-i might die any moment now.

sweet little notes

2009-08-26T15:19:00.003+08:00

literature was ok. except i wrote a whole lot of rubbish at the unseen movie part.

whatever! now i'm stressing about science. cause i can't understand a lot of things.

only god knows how much i hate physics. uhh.

so many things to cover within 6 hours! isn't it just obvious i'm gonna die?

yes, yes and yes.

got to get my brain working now.

bye bye sunshine!

oh! bf and i got same marks for 3 tests! woohoo!

you can take your time, but don't take too long.

hang me

2009-08-25T17:25:00.004+08:00

greetings fellow humans.

i'm here to announce that i'm totally screwed for my history paper.

it was such a killer, especially the consequence part.

i can say geog was easy. but i can't guarantee getting full marks for it.

it's only the fourth day of fasting. sad to say that there's still a long way more to go.

MUST PERSEVERE!

mustn't let food tempt me to break my fast.

literature tomorrow. got to go study for it now.

goodbye my loves!

let's do it again.

i'll be waiting.

check in

2009-08-23T01:50:00.007+08:00

i owe this much.

random order,

enjoy!

daily fresh.

yes, i like it messy.

hahah!

JAM BAN.

yaba daba dab dab dab !

- where are you?

take me

2009-08-22T14:20:00.005+08:00

♥

if i told you you were right, would you leave your life tonight? drive baby, drive down the coast. i'll kiss you while your hands are on the wheel, your eyes checking the mirror. the sky is ours tonight. i'm high, thanks to you. geographically, mentally, sexually.

take me, you crazed godforsaken shit. take me because this all i am. this is all i will ever be. i've seen what i know and i've seen what i choose. and i choose you. i choose the perfect globe of your skull under my fingers. your fingers under my shirt. animals don't escape to somewhere. they escape from something. and what are we if not animals?

places are not locations. places are people. people mark the significance of a place in my heart. if i were here by myself and i stumble upon a revelation, then this place would be me. you must never forget yourself baby. you are all that you have.

love yourself the way your womb wants you to be loved by him. and he will love you the way the moon loves the earth. he will circle you, chasing after the half light on your face. what he would give to see your smile. honey honey, what i would give to see that smile. that one thing that heals me. easing the weight balanced on the stepping stones of my spine.

i'll curl my lips up for you. curve my back backwards into your arms. arch my neck in search for the spot behind your ear. you sweet scented demi god, take me.

; take me because i already took you.

happy & hungry

2009-08-22T13:19:00.003+08:00

no food & drinks allowed till it's time to break fast.

k, first of all..

Happy Puasa-ing!

- to all muslims out there

secondly..

Good Luck for Common Test next week!

- to the people of changkat

it's only 1 pm and i'm already feeling hungry. trying my very best not to think of food. haha!

the kitchen is out of bounds, obviously. hoho. currently studying history

and later should be geography. i'm running out of time, isin't that just perfect? k no.

alright i have to continue my studying.

good day people!

down the drain

2009-08-21T16:52:00.004+08:00

so many things went wrong today. i don't wanna talk about it.

anyways, fasting starts tomorrow. common test next week. teachers day the week after.

whoa, so many things coming up. i want common test to end quickly!

sucks to the max la. i'm not in the mood to study. and when i force myself to study,

i end up not getting anything in my head. so whats the use right? tskk.

and yes, my wallet is still missing in action.

i lost more than 20 bucks. bloody hell. -.-

now i have to make up for all that i've lost. i have to be thrifty now.

must resist temptations. i can't just spend blindly like i used to.

neoprints i took with beylo all gone. walaoeh! D:

and worst of all my EZLINK CARD. the person who took my wallet must be laughing

at my ezlink card right now. wtf.

didn't reply, didn't meet.

when i least expect things to happen, it happens.

when i expect things to happen, it doesn't happen!

fuck this life.

Misery

2009-08-20T17:37:00.002+08:00

this has got to be one of the worst days of my life.

i lost my wallet .

like my wallet is part of my life man.

losing my wallet = lost money + lost ezlink card

i'm so very sure that i can't sleep today at night.

i can't help but to think where the hell my wallet is now.

will i get it back? i seriously don't know.

i'm just praying that i will.

2009-08-19T20:01:00.006+08:00

hey people. i'm so tired right now and i really mean it.

i slept during english period, again! tsk, i can't help it la.

i can't keep my eyes open for like even 2 minutes?

i was happily sleeping and adi woke me up. how dare you! ):

oh, and SPA test was okay. i was laughing to myself throughout the whole thing.

yes, i'm totally insane. hhaa. i was connecting the wires like anyhow and the bulb lit up. yay?

rehearsal for teachers day was bad. shah wasn't impressed.

i wonder why we always do better in the music room than on stage. is it the audience? maybe.

i'm still thinking about the actual day of teachers day. it's gonna be the fasting period.

seriously need to build up my stamina. i was already dying at the end of the dance.

and it's only like 1, 2 ,3.. 4 minutes only!

anyhoo, common test is next week, so i'm forcing myself to study. i've got no choice!

i have to stop fooling around. I REALLY HAVE TO!

pictures i owe from the past few days.

everything's not in order. (:

enjoy!

IPW.

DANCE.

YANNLEEZIYAN! ♥

whoaaa. what can i say about my face? it rocks in a retarded way! hahahah.

SCIENCE LAB

making out? noooo!!

half-opened eyes. coool!

snap snap.

we changed our seating arrangements. shhh!

you're sweeter than political pie.

i miss you.

♥

2009-08-18T17:14:00.006+08:00

lights on the street corners. darkness and pink fingernails. sunsets and chasing the sun over the edges of the city. driving over potholes caused by explosions. chocolate pancakes at midnight, ham and cheese in the mornings. coffee and beers make in betweens. the sky is bluer than the the tears in my heart. and tomorrow is always open. electricity goes off and on when ever it wants to. rumor has it, it's because of the restaurant in front of the house. you're the official sandwich maker and i, the dish washer. laundry however, is a shared job. i am intoxicated by the charms of domesticity.

balloons means parties. in the car, in conversations, on the beach, by the marina. people have conversations with each other beyond windshields, sunglasses and exaggerated hand gestures. a hello is three kisses, not two. hello hello and welcome. this is the life i've lived for the past three weeks. and when it comes down to it, i'm on borrowed time. already the early hours of the morning are greeted with tears seeping into your clean sheets. but this time is mine. and yours. it is what we made; love.

it is my heart, my life. or like you say it, before you kiss today away and turn off the lights.

edit:

eyebags are back.

i'll be one of the pandas soon enough.

top of the pops

2009-08-16T11:31:00.017+08:00

150809

playing with public telephone?

the toilets there are the cleanest.

hi darling.

french to the fries.

look at bf hard at work!

DOUBLE CHOCOLATE FRAPPE.

ahhh cow!!!

i look drunk... again!

paris?

time to go home.

strawberry pop tart mango tango lingo flamingo!

fill me up!

2009-08-15T21:13:00.005+08:00

heyho living humans. i know i owe tons of photos. i've uploaded some from the other day.

but i have more from today! jy and i went to the airport to do some studying.

that was what we planned. we end up doing only homework. hahah!

we headed over to mac to eat and study. we were trying to find seats

and apparently this two bitches just had to look at us. stupid idiots, stared like they've

never seen girls before. kayy, i won't elaborate any further on this. i'll try my best to upload photos of today on the next post. i'm feeling so tiredsicksleepy. all at one time!

today was the parent teacher meeting for the streaming thingy. i came alone, parents couldnt

make it. the talk was okay. i wasn't really listening though i know its important.

i was busy chattering and blabbering with jy. (:

omg omg, i almost died yesterday. good thing i got away with it.

else my mum's gonna set my ass on fire. like seriously.

anyways yesterday was fun, thanks cow! (:

and for today, good morning to you too. hahahah.

(for the first time jy said he was cute.)

JY, how come you're realising it only now???

TRINITY.

MY LABBY PARTNER.

this is super lesbian. i love it.

we couldnt get anything right, the bulb wasn't lighting up.

so these kind souls volunteered to help us blur-blur girls.

finally, Light!

lin!! i'm promoting your specs ok!

yes yes yes!!! i'm the tallest here.

i wanted an encore..

he gave me Hardcore!

i can't stop laughing at this. HAHAHAHA.

):

2009-08-12T20:14:00.001+08:00

it's been 1 day already,

still no sign of moo moo.

tsk. maybe he ran away from me,

thinking that i was such a bad owner.

i'm sorry.

ups & downs

2009-08-11T16:54:00.004+08:00

hey y'all! morning assembly was fun today. way better than staying in class. i have no idea why i was extra hyper today. i kept fooling around like almost everytime. whoaa, i saw something

totally gay during recess. hahah! there was assembly for lower sec today. mrs yeow

was talking something about appropriate hairstyles for school, and guess what!

tying hair to one side isn't allowed. like whoaaa! like that's one of my fave hair-dos.

tsk, now cannot already. after school went to daily fresh with jy and jillian.

then took the mrt to tampines inter. i bought..

Shaker Fries & McFlurry! two things that i was craving for. (:

took 28 and homed.

i'm really tired now. my eyelids are so heavy! i wanna sleep but i have homework.

urgh. oh oh oh! fasting month is around the corner. which means...

Hari Raya! which also means...

MONEY! hahaha.

i forgot to bring my cow to school today. i'll find it, hang it on my bag and bring to school tmr.

anyhoo, i'm having period. sucks like shit man. changing pads in school toilets can

be such a hassle. feels so uncomfortable. moreover, NO TOILET PAPER! -.-

so, guys please consider yourself lucky kay. we girls suffer more than guys, right girls?

hahahah. k, i'm off to find my cow.

edit:

Fuck laaa. i can't find my cow! i've search almost everywhere. (well, maybe not everywhere)

but i still couldnt find it. seriously i cant remember where i last put it.

yes yes, i got bird-brain. poor moomoo. he must be crying right now, feeling lost.

i'm such a bad owner. tskk. oh, instead of finding moo moo, i found

this cow paperclip. hahaha! oh well, i'll keep searching!

Moo Moo,

where are you?

i know.

2009-08-10T13:40:00.005+08:00

Hey people. i'm b-o-r-e-d. DAMN bored to the max la. i have nothing to do

and worst still, i'm alone at home. so i'm currently entertaining myself.

tuesday come quick please! boring weekends are sending me to my grave.

i just realised that common test is in 2 weeks time. wtf, i'm not even ready for it.

i haven't started studying yet. should i be worrying? or is there still much time?

cause last minute studying has always been doing me good for the past 5 years.

i won't start studying yet. maybe next week. uhh, who cares.

the world isin't just about smart people yaknow. we still need some dumbasses, like me,

so they can learn how to be smart. i think? hahah. this is stupid. -.-

anyways i wanna thank Jillian Joy for everything. you've been there for me for like

almost everytime. when i needed help, when i had something to share. ok cut it, just anything!

I LOVE YOUU! (:

good news: i saw something that i really wanna buy.

bad news: my pockets are empty.

tsk, money is always a spoiler. ruins my day everytime i keep thinking of it.

national day dance. (grabbed from lindsay's blog)

i love the colour of her bra! so Barney-ish!

what? i'm a girl. hohohoho!

edit:
I MISS CAMEL!

meet up soon kays.

independence

2009-08-09T11:05:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Singapore!

you're 44 years old.

Most probably staying at home. watch teevee all day long. ahaha.

gonna remove my nail polish, cause it's peeling off.

i can't wait to watch singapore idol. cause i'm all ready to laugh my ass off.

oh oh! my eyes are back to normal again. yay!

hohoho! alright i'll update later if i can.

friday's national day dinner dance.

yann!

jillian!

i waited but it didn't ring.

rewind

2009-08-08T19:40:00.004+08:00

there's something on that highlighter box.

will it happen again? i'm not so sure myself. did i have fun? i kinda did.

do i want it to happen again? maybe. did i think it was a wrong thing to do? hahah! a lil bit.

these questions running through my head. ahahah.

i'm a heavy sinner. i want to change. i want to. i want to. i just dont know how.

i'm not gonna care for the moment. cause i'm just too tired to care about it.

to jillian and jy:

did you guys realise something? i was in a really good mood yesterday.

i wasnt even sad or angry at any time.

a cow made me happy? TOTALLY.

i'll end off with this picture.

i just happened to have this carton of milk in my fridge.

moo moo is everywhere! cuteness.

you left your name all over me,

not to mention my things too.

moo moo!

2009-08-08T11:34:00.005+08:00

ok first of all, i take back my words on what i said on the previous post.

yesterday was fun. like from the celebration to the "after celebration" to the performance.

jillian should know what the after celebration is. HAHAH!

LIPS VIRGINITY!!! hahahahhahaha.

ok, cut lets cut the crap. i reached home at 10 plus at night. how i wish i can do that everyday.

my eyes are totally killing me. my right eye is super red and pain like shit.

i don't know why and its been like from yesterday till today. i tried putting ice, water.

nothing worked. is this what i get for doing nonsense yesterday?

HAHAHAHAHAH!

photos of yesterday will be up next post. lazy la. yes, i'm pig.

i've forgotten when we took this. it was one of our dance practice.

sabrina!

what is she emphasizing on? HAHA!

COW COW COW

moo moo moo!

moment of apathy

2009-08-06T19:40:00.003+08:00

hey poopsters. today, too, was boring.

i'm not excited for tomorrow. neither the celebration nor the performance.

i'm just not in the mood.

2009-08-05T20:46:00.003+08:00

no highlights for today. school was boring.

geog test was do-able. 2.4 run was crap.

Amelia called me shorty. BOOHOO! aha.

i slept during english period. why wouldnt i? it's so boring. -.-

science: divya was my labby partner. switched places secretely. hoho.

we got away with it, so whatever.

dance: seems like vp weren't too impressed with our dance item. pffft.

homed with jillian, ate ice cream cause i was feeling blue.

I NEED A BREAK FOR GOD'S SAKE.

i want my cow.

i superduperlooperzooper miss it a lot.

it's kinda sad i can't change anything.

life has been cruel.

100th post.

burned

2009-08-04T18:40:00.006+08:00

nothing much happened today. just an ordinary tuesday.

well, now the whole world knows i'm a keling. all thanks to yasser. hohohoo. {:

YASSER KELINGIAN.

newsflash: we got to see our class photo just now. i wonder why i looked so pale.

oh, the picture quality sucks to the max. last year's was better. candid shot was ok.

it's the formal shot i'm worried about. it's gonna be in the yearbook! darn it.

i wish i could blur my face. hahaa.

denzel was being a bad boy just now cause he didn't want to switch places with me.

but in the end he did. me and bf promised that we will love him more from now onwards.

okayy, crap.
guess what, didnt have to take photo for the brochure thingy. mr H changed his mind.

during mr h's lesson, me and bf went to the loo to waste time.

so we had a photoshoot in the toilet.

HAHAHA, BF you look weird here.

i was trying to make myself really hyper just now. cause i wanted to forget

what i saw yesterday. something that really made me feel horrible inside.

i can't help thinking about what i saw. damn it.

to __________ :

yea, you got me okay. i was jealous, i was.

so what was the prize for making me jealous? a trophy? bullshit you.

till now, i don't know what's so good about ______.

you've got no balls. Hell no!

and to _________ :

your attitude is beyond WHAT THE FUCK.

These inhuman creatures should be burned alive,

for tearing me apart.

you don't know.

2009-08-02T19:19:00.003+08:00

seems like the world doesnt care about h1n1 anymore. what do you think?

anyways, there's gonna be assembly starting from tmr onwards.

i don't know if its a good or bad thing. cause either way, i'm kinda ok with assembly.

but sad thing is, majulah singapura is coming again, everyday.

worst still, school song! ahhh shucks.

is it just me or is 2009 getting boring-er? ):

i want hari raya to come quick.

yes, i'm in need of fast money. come money come to me!!

i'm so tempted to buy things. and ya, i need new specs. like seriously.

i'm currently using spectacles bought in year 2006, with 372834278 scratches on it.

if you're thinking that i'm someone who doesnt know how to take care of things...
well, i'll have to agree with you on that. but only on certain items la.

currently finding thrills, cause life's sooo boring.

somehow, i want 2009 to end faster.

alrighty, i'm off to colour my art.

where were you,

when everything was falling apart?

i lovelove bf.

2009-08-02T15:35:00.023+08:00

Hello all! i went out with dearest yesterday. finally bought the tights for dance.

yet again i can't recall what happened yesterday. come on, i have bird-brain. understand me.

but i did remember one thing...

i had super shits of fun yesterday. ( i know it doesnt make sense.) [:

words can't describe our relationship yaknow!

she's my:

1. sex partner (no protection, if you know what i mean)

2. lesbo partner

3. dessert partner

4. camwhoring partner

just anything, you name it. partners for life i guess? hahah!

PHOTOSHOOT.

it's finger lickin good people!

cool aunty behind.

yea hug me bf!

tights.

milo smoothie anyone?

cinnamon sugar

yay, sugared hands.

cool right???

whoaa, my favourite.

bangles as earrings? yeap.

bf's bracelet.

in case you forgot, i use colgate. {:

ohhh, ahhh! monkeyy?

this is veryvery lesbian, i like it!

wanna play?

pose bf pose!!!

i look drunk.

A shelf full of PATRICK STARS!

tsk, i still prefer patrick laaa, bf.

ring a bell? PIGOINK!

bf's camera. how cute.

the colour. i likeee.

walaoeh, i wasnt ready bf!

bus service 293.

i like smiling with teeth now.